The more you care, the more you fall.

Guess what!

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 21:06:29 GMT

I LOVE THIS WOMAN!!!!

Bow down to your lord and master, FOAMY!!!

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 03:36:35 GMT

I realized that I have not yet shared Foamy with you all. So, I shall share the wonderful "Fat-kins Diet". Indeed. So go to http://www.illwillpress.com/vault.html and click on the link for Fatkins Diet. You will love it. *nods* Good day to you all.

Oooh la la la la!!!!!

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 01:35:08 GMT

I really don't want to be stuck here at school right now. I spent the day with Andrea, and it was so much fun. Gah. I just want to be with her and cuddle with her and everything. But, I couldn't. We went and saw "Shaun of the Dead". I LOVE British comedies, and she liked it too, so that was great fun. But then I had to go home so I could get ready for school and all that crappy crap. We were thinking about trying to get me to spend the night on Thursday since neither of us works on Friday, and I asked my parents about it. If it wasn't for my mom going out of town for ACSI (teacher's convention... :( BLEH!!!), then it would have been fine. But she doesn't want Micah staying home all night by himself. Boo-fuckidy-hoo. "KILL THE QUEEN!!!" Hehehe...sorry...from the movie... ^^ Gah, I hate not being able to be with her. Oh, I spotted a 'family member' in the theaters. My gay-dar is working!! ^^ YAR!!! But, no, there were these three guys sitting in the row in front of us, and I kinda thought something was a little different, and then I noticed that one of them had on a sort of rainbow bracelt on. So, ta-da! And Kristen was proved right! Wooty wooty woot woot!!! Hm...what else happened...oh, yea. I remember. But I'm not going to post it. No no no. That's for my brain to remember and yours to never know! MOO HOO HWA HA HA!!! ^^ Hmm....let me think here for a second...oh yea! I serenaded her. We were driving to the movies and "She Will Be Loved" came on the radio. Now, I always text her the "Tap on my window, knock on my door..." part, and so she knows the song. But I had her hand, and at the chorus, I just turned to her and started singing to her. It was so cute. She got all flustered and AW!!! Fully adorable. And such. And I know that if she's reading this right now, she might be wanting to hide. Hi, dear! ^^ *mwah* Anywho. Um, what else is there....Well, I think that's it. This is already a long enough entry for me. Well, I love you all muchos and I hope you're all having a blast. I'll be writing again soon. Enjoi!

I found this on a Quizilla quiz. This was one of the options. ^.^

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 02:37:36 GMT

"i get bent over and raped evey day by somthing new"

rocks out

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 01:31:33 GMT

Ok, I know that I don't really talk that much on here, but I felt that my LJ should deserve to have this kick-ass song on here. So, TA-DA! Enjoi!

"Pet"

Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come

Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble

Head down, go to sleep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind what other voices say
They don't care about you, like I do, like I do
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.

Just stay with me, safe and ignorant,
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep

Lay your head down child
I won't let the boogeyman come
Count the bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums

Pay no mind to the rabble
Pay no mind to the rabble

Head down, go to sleep to the rhythm of the war drums

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and all your demons

I'll be the one to protect you from
A will to survive and a voice of reason

I'll be the one to protect you from
Your enemies and your choices son
They're one in the same
I must isolate you
Isolate and save you from yourself

Swayin to the rhythm of the new world order and
Count the bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war drums

The boogeymen are coming
The boogeymen are coming

Keep your head down, go to sleep, to the rhythm of a war drums

Stay with me
Safe and ignorant
Just stay with me
Hold you and protect you from the other ones
The evil ones
Don't love you son,
Go back to sleep

Stay with me, safe and ignorant.

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 20:14:44 GMT

Random fact of the day:

"Jesus spoke Ebonics...'I am He.'" ~I love the 90's

Indeed. Just thought I'd share that with you all. So, I haven't really been up to much lately. Just kinda lazing about because I'm not able to go anywhere except work and school. So, that sucks. I think I've seen every show on tv now, and everything's just re-runs. Makes me wanna puke with boredom. Oooh, awesome picture sharing time!!! ^^

*drools* I love that picture. I mean, I love Nightmare Before Christmas, and so Robyn showed this to me, and I lovers it!!!!! ^^ So she managed to dig it up for me so I can share it with all you lovely people out there. *nods* INDEED! But, I must go. I have to start getting ready for work. Hope you all are doing ok. Love ya!

Hola from Mexico!!

Fri, 27 Aug 2004 20:30:50 GMT

Hey, everyone. I hope that everything is going ok on the other continent. ^^ I miss you all. Can't wait to get back. Only 3 more days. I miss you all so much! Have fun!

Ah...the romance...^^

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 21:19:50 GMT

Vindicated

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of which has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
and let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

I love that song. *huggles* Moohoohwa. And I'm sure that there are tons of you out there that do. Well, my dears, I think that this is going to be my last entry before I take off. From the 21st to the 29th of this month, I will be on a cruise in Mexico. Wooty woot! Hopefully all will go well because my dad said there's been some storms down there so....yea. The middle of the ocean doesn't sit well with me when there is no storm, so it'll be interesting to see how I deal with any storms. It's going to be interesting. Yea. That's all I'm going to say on that. Well, I'm going to head off. I have to start getting ready. Let me know! Later, people!!!

I'm a horn-dog!

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 07:14:54 GMT

I love bringing her to her knees! ^^

Another quizzy, my dears!

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 16:35:39 GMT

What kind of band geek are you?

Beware of dragons for you are crunchy and taste good with katscup!!!!!!!! (sp??? 0.o)

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 17:22:54 GMT

Well, we'll have to see about the kissing. But whatever. It's all good. ^^ Love you all!

Happy 1 Week to US!!!!

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 18:43:55 GMT

Well, today is our one week anniversary and such. Hecka fun! So we're going to the mall. Yea, her mom's tagging along, but she's cool and fully supports us. I thought my mom almost found out about us with her snooping around. But I guess she didn't because she's still letting me go. Oh, it was the cutest thing! I was teasing her last night by doing a "sexy" voice and the cutest little moan escaped her!!! She was shocked, I was shocked, and I was....well.....let's just say "OOOH BABY!!!!!" Hahaha! Well, I love you all. I'm going to go finish getting ready. Tito, where the fuck is my call?!?!?! RAR!!! Love you all!!!!!

Kristen

:edit: In reply to the moaning incident, Jackie (through Yahoo! Messenger) gave me this little tidbit...:
Jackie G: Now Kristen it isn't nice to go make her change her panties every time she talks to you! People don't have the time to do laundy all the time.
HAHAHA!! I Love it!!!

I'm in love...WITH A GIRL!!!!!

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 20:21:38 GMT

0.o Jackie, this will be news to you. Tito knows because he talked to her. ^^ But yes. Caleb is no more. I am dating a girl. I am officially bisexual and such. And it's kinda awesome! She's so cute and sweet. Aw. I hate being away from her. And we have a song. ^^ "Fall to Pieces" by Avril Lavigne. I picked it out. She loves it and it's cute because we're always listening to it and such. ^^ It's just....AW! And I know I used to be afraid of her because she had liked me previously when I was still straight and everything. It's funny how things can work out. ^^ So far Robyn's the only one that's met her, and that's from the Great America trip. I just wanted to come on and tell you all what was up. And Tito, I believe we're on for Tuesday night. She's all nervous about meeting you though. I told her how we have to approve of people. SO I sure as hell hope that you approve of her because I'm not giving her up. ^^ And she approves of you. No, nothing happened at the movies. She's been out of the dating game for almost a year and her ex played major head games with her. And besides, this is my first time being with a girl, so it's going to be weird for me, too. ^^ There's no rush because we plan on being together for a while. And I feel hella bad because my room swallowed up the ring she gave me. Very upsetting. Aw. I'm horrible. Well, I've blabbed your ear off enough for now. ^^ That's an update for you all right. Hehehe.

Love you all!!!!!
Kristen

PS This is the lyrics our song:

"Fall To Pieces"
I look away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the star
Back into your arms

[Chorus]

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
And I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

[Chorus 2x]

I'm in love with you,
Cuz I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

Wow...Time flies, eh?

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 02:24:39 GMT

Wow, I haven't been on here in forever, have I? And, unfortunately, I don't have anything new to say. I'm being a flirt and I think that he's flirting back. *squee* I hope something happens!!!!!! I love you all! I will try to update on here more often. *nods* Hope you all don't hate me! Because I still fully love you!! ^.^

Kristen

Woot...another quiz deal...

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 16:52:30 GMT

How to make a skribbelgrl

Ingredients:

3 parts success

1 part brilliance

5 parts

Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little caring if desired!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

This so reminds me of....well.....me.

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 20:49:10 GMT

Ok, I stole this from Caleb. Who...well....got it from a website. But yea. Anywho. It was just too good to pass up. ^_^

I have to give up...that's all there is to it....

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 01:16:51 GMT

So, a lovely song for me to wallow to off Avril's new song. Yay!!

"Slipped Away"
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

Nah nah la la la nah nah

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The say you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...

Nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah
I miss you

cry

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 00:39:36 GMT

I think I love him...

Moo-hoo-hoo-ha!!!

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 20:07:49 GMT

LOOK OUT!
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Kristen is a radioactive squirrel!!

From Go-Quiz.com

MOO-Ha-HA!!!

FLIPPED REALITY

Sun, 16 May 2004 05:32:40 GMT

I decided to share a poem with you guys that I wrote about my friendship problems. But I have to say that I’m sorry because there’s a word in there that some people might not like to read. But, I don’t like to change my writing, because I think it’s best if you leave it like it originally is. You know? Oh well. Here you go:

Flipped Reality

If I hate people, does that make me a bad person?

If I never want to forgive you, does that make me a bad person?

If I’m a bad person, it’s all because of you.

I’m sick of you and all your lies.

Did you not think I’d see through your mask of friendship?

But now I know that masks can slip off, revealing the true beast within.

And now I want nothing to do with you.

So does this make me a bad person?

You let that b*****d come between us yet again.

I’m sick of making plans to have them thrown in my face.

It’s clear where your loyalties lie.

So am I a bad person?

Or are you?

New activity!! LOVE ME, TITO!!!

Sat, 15 May 2004 23:07:01 GMT

I'm going to try to do something. Every week, I want to have a "hottie of the week". I'm going to try to do one every Sunday or Saturday. So, I'm going to start it today. This week's "Hottie of the Week" award goes to:

Biography:
The sultry Shane West -- a Gemini whose genuine handsomeness is doubly effective in combination with his mesmerizing raspy voice -- made his mark on the Hollywood scene within the realm of teen drama. Beginning with appearances on television shows like Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Picket Fences, West was soon cast as a more permanent staple in teenage tube-life, as well as on the big screen.

West was born on June 10, 1978, in Baton Rouge, LA, where he spent his life until he made the decision to pursue an acting career in 1995. Upon moving to L.A., West found much success on dramatic television, landing a starring role on ABC's Once and Again (1999) as Eli Sammler after appearing in the Showtime original movie The Westing Game (1997). A more contemporary rendition of the Cyrano de Bergerac story, Whatever It Takes (2000) featured a book-smart West. He appeared in Dracula in 2000, and made a cameo in the 2001 remake of Ocean's Eleven.

Huge publicity surrounding the pop superstar status of Mandy Moore brought West much attention as her love interest in 2002's A Walk to Remember. From the cool crowd, West's character, Landon Carter, learns of matters of a deeper significance during his interaction with Jamie Sullivan (Moore). West's adoring fan base increased in significance as well in his role as sexy and romantic Landon. ~ Sarah Sloboda, All Movie Guide

Filmography:

Actor
•	The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen (2003)
•	A Walk to Remember (2002)
•	Get Over It (2001)
•	Time for Dancing (2000)
•	Wes Craven Presents: Dracula 2000 (2000)
•	Whatever It Takes (2000)
•	Once and Again: Three Volume Collection (1999)

Activities:
Jonny was is the band that Shane plays in.
3 guys:
Shane West -- guitar and vocals
Ben Gould -- Bass and vocals
Jerry Fitzgerald -- drums
For more info on Shane's band, visit:
www.jonnywas.com

What's Next:

Vinyl (2005) (pre-production) .... Jimmy
What We Do Is Secret (2004) (filming) .... Darby Crash

If anyone has any suggestions for a contendor for the "hottie of the week" award, let me know! Hope you enjoyed the beauty of Shane West!

People Suck

Sat, 15 May 2004 06:51:35 GMT

...I really hate people sometimes.

Promises mean so little now a days.

And nothing matters to anyone any more.

How is it that we've become a population who just don't give a care about each other?

And how is it that friends can so easily turn their backs on promises? Especailly "best friends"?

I just don't get it.

I'm sick of people.

Foamy's Fat-kins Diet!!

Fri, 14 May 2004 04:47:20 GMT

This is the script. To actually see the movie deal, go to http://www.illwillpress.com/fatkins.html KK!!!

Neurotically Yours: Episode # 043: FAT-KINS
___________________________________

FOAMY:
OK, I'M FUCKIN' SICK OF THIS FAT-KINS DIET. YOU FUCKIN' CARB COUNTING ASSHOLES REALLY
NEED TO STOP. ALL I HEAR OUT OF EVERYONE'S MOUTH IS, OH I CAN'T EAT THAT, IT HAS
CARBS.... WELL YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU NEED CARBS, IF YOU DON'T HAVE CARBS YOUR BRAIN
ROTS AND YOUR LIVER GETS DAMAGED. NICE. YOUR THIN, AND HAVE SOME WEIRD ASS MENTAL
DISSEASE AND A BAD LIVER. YEP, THE VANITY IS WORTH IT.

I'M ALSO SICK OF THIS FUCKIN' EXCHANGE PROGRAM, WHERE YOU MINUS THE FIBER GRAMS
FROM THE FAT GRAMS AND THE CARB GRAMS, TO DETERMINE WHAT THE CARB RATIO IS IN
YOUR FOOD. FUCK THAT. WHEN I PICK UP FOOD I'M NOT GONNA START DOING ADDITION AND
SUBTRACTION TO SEE IF IT'S A FUCKIN' MEAL I CAN EAT. HOW ABOUT JUST MINUSING SOME
FUCKIN' FOOD FROM YOUR EVERY DAY EATING BINGES YOU FAT BASTARDS. STOP LOOKING TO
SOME DEAD MAN FOR A QUICK FIX DIET AND JUST EAT LIKE A SESIBLE HUMAN BEING.

YOU NEVER SEE ANY FAT SQUIRRLES DO YA?
WHY?

BECAUSE WE EXCERSICE BY JUMPING FROM TREE TO TREE AND ONLY EAT NUTS. AND THE
OCATIONAL BAGEL THAT SOMEONE THROWS OUT.

STOP BEING SO CONCERNED ABOUT YOUR IMAGE AND JUST BE YOURSELF. IF YOUR A FAT
BASTARD, FINE, BE A FAT BASTARD. IF YOU'RE AN ANOREXIC JACK-ASS WITH A THYROID
PROBLEM, FINE...BE A TWIG. STOP DOING ALL THESE UNNESSECARY DIETS.

CAUSE YOU KNOW, ONCE YOU GET DOWN TO YOUR GOAL WEIGHT, YOU'RE GONNA BE LIKE:
"SURE, I CAN HAVE AN EXTRA PIECE OF CAKE, LOOK AT ALL THE WEIGHT I LOST. THEN BEFORE
YOU KNOW IT, RRRRRRWEEEEEEEETT. BACK ON A DIET CAUSE YOUR ASS IS FALLIN' OUT OF
YOUR JEANS.

JUST BE YOURSELF. EAT THAT TWINKIE. ENJOY THAT CAKE, BUY THAT EXTRA POUND OF
GOURMET CREAM CHEESE YOU ALWAYS WANTED!!! AND IF PEOPLE LOOK AT YOU FUNNY
BECAUSE YOU'RE TOO FAT OR TOO SKINNY, TELL EM TO FUCK OFF AND DIE. YOU DO NOT NEED
TO ADHERE TO THE IDEALISTIC VISION OF BEAUTY MARKETED BY FASHION MAGAZINES AND
NEGATIVELY RE-NFORCED BY A SOCIETY DUMB ENOUGH TO BELIEVE THAT BEAUTY ONLY
APPEARS ON THE COVER OF A MAGAZINE.

FUCK THEM ALL!!!

NOW WEARS MY WAFFLE SUNDAE?

Copyright: Jonathan Ian Mathers: 2004.
www.illwillpress.com

Yadda yadda!

Sun, 09 May 2004 22:37:35 GMT

Ok, I decided I needed a little cheer on here. So, 2 quotes for your viewing pleasure!

"If you are what you eat, I could be you by morning..." ~The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy
"We don't skinnydip, we chunky dunk!" I don't know who wrote that. I saw it and it was really cute. And too true.
And last, but not least (very cliche):
"No one's perfect...well, there was this one guy, but we killed him." ~Anonymous

Oh, and FYI, I am now being told that I am selfish and don't care about anyone. And on top of that, I'm basically worthless. I'm really feeling the love...

I'm off to go have a breakdown now...

...Love hurts...a lot....

Sun, 09 May 2004 21:20:15 GMT

He says he believes he's in love with her...

I really need to just sobb my pathetic little eyes out now...

Depressing music time...

What kind of a girlfriend/boyfriend are you?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
You are	Thoughtful and kind
When your g/f-b/f thinks you are	the person they want to someday marry
Your g/f-b/f thinks your kiss is	like a horse, sweet and juicy

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